decisions, decisions, decisions.

As you all know( if you follow my blog.) i have been in a turmoil of deciding if i do, or do not want to keep this( gosh, it sounds like my baby.) well, i do. it will take time, but i'm going to take it. But, lets shed some light on a nicer things. i have had few relationships in my years, 4 out of 6 failed because of number able reasons only we two knew. but, since it's been awhile since my past relationship, i have decided to open my heart again to Mop-Headed Wonder Teen, which is taking a PRETTY big step since i have shielded my heart heavily in the past year and a half, letting few in and VERY few close. He just doesn't know my feelings yet, not sure that it's going to be very easy to tell him....but...wish me luck!