Breathe

I'm spending the night with GenerationSwap Thursday night. I don't do that very much anymore, i wish i did, but i don't, and i don't know why. i don't do alot of the things that i used to do anymore, some good, and other's bad. I feel like....like I can't walk. Do you ever get those feelings? And it's one of those things that you can't explain, and you don't know why. I'm wiping my slate clean after tomorrow night, and it's gonna be so hard, it's going to be a very long journey, but i need this journey, and i'm so beyond ready to start it. I'm letting go, but I'm also gaining in a few areas of my life. Those who are close to me know why, but for the rest....:) it's a surprise.